ah.so immediately after i got ready to leave - nikki called and she got a job the other day and she thought they might want her to start tomorrow so she had to get her paperwork in order.
hey she is the smartest girl i know doing something that i wish i could do. but that's what ten years of school gives you.
alas - she is starting monday - so we talked for hours instead.
i did go to therapy - shopping and then home. i got some yarn (big surprise!) for that finger deal - and i had dinner talked to zrg and went to church.
EARLY!
adoration is from 10am to 6:45 pm - and this is the first week of an every wednesday deal of benediction and then mass. i got there around five.
i said fifty mysteries of the rosary and then took a break - got confession and waited for benediction.
today is the feast of the rosary - so we sang mary songs and it was pretty awesome. i felt like a million bucks after.
in less great pious news: i asked and prayed and confessed that i can stop having sexy thoughts. you may think it's funny - that i blog about dudes all the time. but it's making me mad.
when i break it down - especially in therapy - i know a boy isn't gonna fix me. and you know my motives aren't great about the note-leaving-kissing-rebab boy.
i'm just confused.
i've never been alone.
since i was seventeen i was with jlm - and he doubled up with jdg - and he doubled up with tm and then bm. i can't do this.
i know i can do this.
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