hurts so bad, it's been so long

dear you,

thanks for intervening this morning and getting me to church before i tmd justin.

i knew the answers would come straight from you or though you.

this morning was nothing short of a sign.

i didn't know it was the feast of st. faustina kowalska. and her diary in summation says don't wait for a divine sign - live life now.

word.

i am not trying to question the way things are right now. and yeah - i got school and work and court and junk - and kids and friends and things i like to do - so why not 'pull a tara' and add in a dude who is prolly gonna mess it all up.

and a dude whose name has six letters! i'd have better luck dating satan himself - at least that has five letters (note: four major loves were 5, 5, 7 and 5!)

so i went home after church and threw away the letter. got ready for probation and got a pedicure and a nap.

praying the rosary is helping me stay in touch with you and i know that when the right dude is due to come in my life he will - if it's this nutso before it starts - imagine what i can do with it!

thanks again for showing up when i need you.

i took the money i had put aside for something not so catholic and bought a new scapula and medal this am (god bless ebay!)

seriously.... forever.

tara