im sure a lot of other lovers been burned

ah.

friday.

it's my first relaxing day in a minute.

louie's peeps are coming from jrz. things i'm hoping they brought me... pork roll, real rye bread and liverwurst. there is nothing like a liverwurst sandwich with onions on jewish rye bread.

god - i miss it.

i finished a really long scarf this morning and finished blocking another one.... there's an even newer scarf on my needles right now. i figure between the alone time and louie's company i can probably bust it out before monday. then i might be headed camping for one or two nights - i am not that social though and i will more than likely (100%) bail - but i said yes cause i was too nervous to say no.

make sense?

edit post: i took all that out. since this blog isn't private and it was really for you to read - i wiped it out.

i don't want that person back whatsoever - i wanna feel that kinda love again. i want to feel like he made me.

and even if he did write me back it would never be like it was. i know i'm different.

he's really different.