just in case someone bumps into this blog and hates me - i will not post the dress i am buying from etsy. i just wanna get a few more dollars together - but gahlee - it will be the perfect night out to dinner because i am officially divorced dress. it can also be i'm gonna put on a pair of tights and wear my denim jacket to a meeting dress. or it could be i'm gonna take my oldest son out for dinner dress - cause i think that's really really where i'm gonna find happiness. not sitting across from some asshole at applebees ordering a piece of grilled chicken that is too big and i am watching the girls at the bar drink drinks that i have no business looking at.
the night of my divorce i am not going out to a bar and picking up some dude and fucking him - like ha - gotcha! instead - i'm gonna buy a dress that is perfect for a girl with small boobs and a flat belly - two things i still got!
so - buying a dress made for flat-chested girls - and it not being a dress to wear just once - means i am not buying boobs. not with divorce or inheritance money.
for now.
i am watching hjntiy - that's a lie. i am listening to the movie, typing on here and still watching that alien channel. if i watch long enough i think maybe something will happen. after i got sunshine cleaning - but looky the time - that'll be tomorrow.
my fever is spiking high dude - speaking of dude - i called the judge dude on monday. officially he wasn't our judge because it was mediation and he couldn't pass any judgment but saying dude wasn't the best move i made that day.
in semi-serious news - if you pray or anything like that keep vin in mind he's really sick. so in addition to everything that happened today this was a big blow.
in lighter news but definitely not not important news - i decided when i got sick to stop taking the celexa. i was scared to stop taking it - after all it was holding me together. jail and then outta jail and then everything that happened since (read this blog) - and i was still taking it along with the luvox. NO WONDER i couldn't orgasm - so i stopped the celexa and when the time came it happened. and then it happened again.
and then two more times today.
post script - now i bought the dress and the chick decided to give me a few days to pay (so i don't charge it).
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