"be happy"

so.

i hate this.

vin's in the hospital. there's nothing stopping me from going except i am still so sick - i wouldn't be able to do the ride. he's there for iv's again and that's it. that's his only complication - but i gotta tell you i am losing my mind. i just am.

my dad's still here (obviously because it's only 8am) but he'll be leaving after lunch i think. i really over did it yesterday - we went into town (which he compared to our old 'in town' in bradford,, on where we spent many many years and i agreed - i live in the country). we hit up lowes and that had three cars and dollar tree and that was that.

we watched wheel of fortune and jeopardy (i missed that) and baseball. after the yankees pretty much secured the game he went "home" (to his motor home) and i hung out and did my thing. then at 11:50 i got an email from jdg about vin and i just couldn't take it.

in other news - i saw the vf weber spread of robert pattinson this morning and i am not a tween-twilight geek (i did read the books in jail but i READ everything in jail including /fuck i'm not doing that/) - but that picture is pretty freaking hot. the rest of the spread isn't super but i am pretty stoked i have a date (with nikki) to see new moon. after i watched the comic-con trailer and those girls were screaming i was honest to god afraid of going. and i have since lost touch with sarah, terri and stacy who we geeked over twilight after seeing it the first time in jail. having someone to go with seems like the safest bet.

in marketing news - i have crafted a couple of bella twilight crocheted hats (short seen at la push baby) - and will prolly put them up on ebay shortly. if it sells i am thinking of a new new career path.