do not fight lou ferrigno

i saw someone's mother yesterday. bleck! she looks like she's the type of chick who sweeps mud into the kitchen (ie wiping her pussy from the back to the front) - but who am i to judge (hell - i know how to wipe my pussy). but seriously -i gotta get over this bitch or i'm gonna boil over in my shoes.

today is thursday - that means i have probation! whatever - and group therapy. group therapy is somewhat enjoyable - it's funny to see how predictable people are (especially me!) - however last last week i went off because this one guy - GEORGE! - likes to stir things up. kirby (my therapist) says he's an attention seeking food-addicted narcissist - but here's the deal - i'm paying ten bucks for this therapy - i do not want to go in and pay for ninety minutes of chaos. a. i want the attention - b. i like it to be a friendly circle and c. ugly guys with too many tattoos and food in their beards (that's really only a guess) should not be a narcissist.

after kirby told me georges personality traits - i asked her how she would talk about me. i was baffled when she said - "tara tries her hardest not to allow her ocd and agoraphobia rule her life. however her need for order can sometimes disrupt the group and her need to defend someone who is weak can put her in harm's way. in addition her need for attention from men might lead to a "relationship relapse!"

thanks kirby. thanks.