don't wanna wait until you know me better

first things first.

vh1's number one video today: fifteen by taylor swift.

maybe if things like in this video happened to me my life would've been more successful.

i was fucked before the first day of my freshman year - i already knew all those asshole senior boys and i didn't feel like flying - at all.

and who starts high school at fifteen?

i hated high school.

stay tuned i'm going to write a song and send it to that bitch and see how many more people relate to my song than this bullshit.

speaking of television - the rise and fall of tiger woods was on msnbc. despite it really being the only thing on - it was pretty good. i am a professed sex/love addict. so when it came out that tiger woods had all these affairs i could really care less. i mean i care very little about news - but i mean this is really how i see it:

when i have a boyfriend/husband - i know where he is. when jdg was out - i knew where he was ... it's just that simple. that bitch either knew or didn't really care - i hope one day i'm in a relationship where the dude isn't all the way up my ass.

and vice versa.

but that's how i do relationships so maybe that won't happen.

i started the arm exercises that i wanted to on new years eve - i thought that way it wasn't a new years resolution. this bitch on tv said to do this towel-thing for one whole song. i mean i could play a the descendents song or all and be done with it in forty-seconds.

this morning it was "shook me all night long" by ac/dc - and as soon as it's not twenty degrees out i'll start to walk again. but the arctic invasion is putting a damper on my exercise.