Friday, January 8, 2010

cause i'm a freak bitch baby

i hate this blog.
i can't get one thought out without puking all over the page.
yesterday i went to therapy, group therapy and then i worked for three hours - and that's all i'm gonna say about it.

so my medicine definitely has a few drawbacks:
1. i can NOT cum within twelve hours or so.
believe you me i tried (today) and i watched some pretty hott stuff and i really tried but i can definitely say that is a drawback - especially when you have a lot to do that day and you wanna start it off right.
2. while my ocd ritualizing is getting better my social anxiety disorder is getting worse. so i'm home alone a lot more - but at least i'm not counting as much? is that really fair?
3. filling it now in january it cost a few bucks more

i gotta work today - second shift.
so that's why masterbating this morning would've been more than ideal. i am going to read some basic text (that's na stuff) with a friend and then it's home to pack for work (computer, duh!) and try and get done what i couldn't get done just now!
gawd.

i have about an hour left to the time traveller's wife - it's due today. i might rip it to my mp3 player for work tonight. i'm afraid the end might be sad though - not really a work listen. but i don't want it to be late and i don't have an hour worth of driving today.
i'll write a full review of the book when i'm done with it.

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