so the fireworks on sunday were pretty awesome - the fireworks themselves were okay compared to how we did that night.we (jdg, me, zrg, bdg) went to some stadium where shuttle buses took us to the fireworks in richmond and we brought a picnic and a blanket - we got a decent spot - and we chilled for about two hours before the fireworks.
i know it's not fair to anyone (meaning dudes i date) but times with my kids (even if they are with my ex-husband - or this time because of my ex-husband) will never compare to dates.
i feel like i am at the receiving end of god's good graces and i want to give thanks whenever i can. i mean - seriously - july 4th of last year i was still in jail (albeit only for four hours) but one year later and i have the trust of so many and just for today - that's pretty cool.
talking to a friend we were talking about sex - we were talking about the benefits of being older now and whatnot. i didn't google it so much but i know why women reach their prime in their thirties - for me it's because by this time hopefully you've had a lot of sex - i don't think you should be a slut or whatever (but that helps). same thing with dudes - i DO NOT think that any dude is a better lay at eighteen then he probably would be at thirty-five. sure at thirty-five he might not get an instant boner after y'all fuck - but he knows what the fuck to do.
but as a chick - if you're not getting off or whatever - you know what the fuck to do to get off and you do it. whether it be to tell him to do something or to fuck him yourself.. and when it's done and you are still without you can always go in the bathroom and help yourself - not only do we fuck ourselves best (and it's okay to say that) but this pisses dude off completely.
next.
simple - you need to fuck to know how to fuck. that's why fucking in your thirties (i mean i don't know toooo much aboout this - in my thirties i had a brief time with tm, jdg, bm and now tjj) - is probably gonna be some of the best getting times of my life.
bring it on. i went to rva today too - i got a rustic waterwheel in this antique shop - got zrg's room painted - then the handyman suggested we polyurethane the floor and i agreed so we moved everything i already arranged back in the kitchen. i gave him a key and he's gonna do it tomorrow.
after that i went for a visit with the kids - but not before i streamed the game off my neighbors sick connection. what can i say - that was the exact outcome i was hoping for (tomorrow!! germany!!) - but i went to the house where jdg still hadn't packed any of my stuff up - he's pretty laid back about this whole 'division of property' thing that's happening - about the good linens i want back he said you can get those whenever - (meaning i think we're gonna be okay) - i did give him a few things i wanted off the mantle to put in the box (my box) and when i handed them to him i had the biggest touch of sadness and i said this is depressing.
he said i know.
i hired a contractor for the big work on some joist/sill deal - so that starts monday - of course the weather if fucking up the move date and all things must be in the house by tuesday for the fios guy to come.... and then all people must be out of the house by thursday for my boyfriend to come.
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