and after all the things we've been through

so - i worked all night.
blah.
i hate that shit but i guess two overnights a month isn't terrible - i plan on keeping that shift when i move - it'll give me a few bucks and it provides the perfect atmosphere where i don't have to talk to anybody. the few people that are there i know - so the anxiety of that shit is pretty close to gone too.

at work i still have that barricuda filter - even on my itouch - i hate those people but anyway that means i need an app that isn't online. so that little worldcup doodad i picked up just for itouch/ipad/phone works... so i read all the news stories.
two days ago there was a news story about c."ronaldo gutted" - and in it he asks for a moment to be alone and that he was torn up about this loss... he's quoted using the word disconsolate - do you think he used it in english or in portuguese - cause that's a pretty good word if i say so.

i know portuguese is nothing like mexican - but i hired a couple of mexican dudes to unload my furniture that weekend - it just makes sense. i'm skinny - but strong... my mom and louie are old - my dad is death warmed over and tj has a class that whole weekend (fucking horse bones or some shit) - so i asked john-the-real-estate-agent if he knew anybody who anybody that could do it for me.... and he suggested this spanish dude and voila! or vamos really!!
goal!!!

so we have this local paper and the lead story - this is incredible - was on june 1st (of this fucking year) the d-day memorial (here in bedford because bedford lost the most men on dday - more than any other town in the us) displayed its newest bust: stalin.
in 2010 the d-day memorial which stalin obvious helped start ww2 with the teaming up with hitler on poland - extending the korean war and all sorts of bad shit - got a bust of him at the d-day memorial. that's like putting up a hitler bust for fuck's sake.
of course NOW there's all this hoopla about taking it down - where were all these fucks when they were paying for it and approving it?
fucking bedford man.

but it's that time a year - there are three months of the year when it's okay (actually important to buy white break - yknow the bad stuff). and there is nothing like a tomato sandwich - with tomato sliced so thin, salt and duke's mayonaise and you are in fucking heaven. i ate three today and i feel like i am finally in the summer that the weather has tried to lure me in on for the past three weeks.
viva la bedford!