you don't need a ticket to fly with me

i mean it's the day after zrg's kiddie birthday party - you know i'm gonna include some pix - but just so this blog doesn't seem too kid-like i'm going to tell you about a daydream/fantasy? i had while at at the house.

so - now that things are going okay with jdg and junk - and we kid, talk and all that - i had this thought that he might one day say ....

'so how about you come back y'know after bedtime and i fuck the shit outta you like i only know how' - good god - i would.

i think.

i was invited a bunch of places for this godawful day - and i accepted - i figure i won't be here next year at this time so i should soak it all up now.

brae got caught. a lot.

my mom.

<3

::hugs::

kids played video games.

my mom played video games.

the infamous tony.

!!!

ben10 everything.

last year on february 14th was the last time i abused a drug or drink so today marks a day of a lot of reflection for me - tomorrow - well that marks a day of a lot of celebration. :)