really too late to call, so we wait for morning to wake you

fuck me.

so - i have been using safari for windows (true story: zrg used to call firefox "the safari for windows" but one day i looked and they make safari for windows!!!) - and without prompting it updates my top sites with how they look.....

so i know this is prolly stupid to you all but that girl *the other shopaholic* went shopping. and in her post she gave all these old navy codes that can be stacked and well - without warning i was on the old navy site and i was like FUCK!!!! - i can't shop.

and talk about frustrating try doing a kid visit - doubled up with a kid visit two days after vday where i brought them lotsa lotsa candy - and i couldn't have any.

the only upside to that was today i maintained my weight and i felt like i really accomplished something.

i have therapy today. must tell kirby about d - when i called to rebook yesterday she asked ... "hows the men" ... it isn't about me picking up a drink or drug these days it's me getting underneath some dude and forgetting about life on the outside - forgetting the rest of me.

but where i thought i was boring my few bloggers - i was reassured that while the sexy tara is engaging that the recovering, movie watching, working, mothering tara can be just as cool (note: just as?)

mandatory picture dump:

hollyball.

flashface.

heh.

nobody drowned.

i swear.

brae took this.

my drink of choice these days.

fucking love him.

i swear it's never this bad.

edit post: so i tried to use that girls cocksucking promo codes for a pair of distressed cargo pants and none of them worked. i feel really stupid now.

bitch.