and after he's been hooked i'll play the one that's on his heart

i was watching pineapple express this morning - i also went to church - got my mom outta the hospital and finished up a knitting project.

the wedding - a meeting - it was all good. i feel like i really need a break too.

that's what today is.

james franco is so funny in that movie - it made me pretty happy to see it and well - i dunno -not remembering is also pretty funny.

bfff - that's me and sarah. best fcuking friends forever.

when i was saying goodbye to her - she kissed me on the lips. the way your mom would - and it wasn't nothing to her - even though she once told me that i was the type of girl she was super attracted to. AND NOW - it's me missing her more than i miss most poeple.

my feet were cool for the part of the wedding that they needed to be - i didn't bring my camera but i am in a bunch of pictures! hopefully i'll get them emailed to me soon.

and um - i could care less about her baby.

it's really old news.

You want it, I got it. Go get it, I'll buy it

i hate it.

i hate the fact that not only do i watch those movies where the underdog saves the day - but i like em and now i'm involved in the sub-culture.

i can't believe i'm writing about this.

while i was (cough) away - i watched step up - and i know i mentioned in a privious blog my love for bring it on - football movies (?) - stick it! - (help me name some more) - but a few nights ago i streamed step up: 2 and while imdbing - i got excited to see that abdc (america's best dance crew - catch up) is starting again.

i wrote recently that i just learned how to dance - and for a nerd like me - well it's just silly. i mean i know how to dress up for my boyfriend and stuff but now - now - i know how to shake my ass. i can only compare it to a stripper who can kick ass in jeopardy!

feel me?

my mom is getting out of the hospital this weekend - you got no idea how weird it is to be as excited as i am about this.

miss her.

mean it!

this is the weekend that i am supposed to wear those killer shoes with that badass dress. if i can pull the shoes off without fucking up my foot i will. if not i will pull off something flat - but the heels for pix at the very least.

i'm reading the black dagger brotherhood dealios - and it's pretty fucking sexy.

this isn't butterflies anymore

Ah. So it’s Sunday. SUNDAY. Lemme recap.

Tuesday I had an appointment with a doctor to check out that oh-so-little-umbilical hernia that developed with Zakkary and got worse all the way through the twins. So - back to the doctor - my mom came along (driving is still a little issue) and was waiting in his office - and after we were gone 1.2 minutes he sits down next to her and he says “She’s having surgery tomorrow!” ME! I don’t know if getting less than 24 hour warning a good or bad thing but everyone was cheering me on.

So Wednesday comes and goes - my belly I think -- looks better - or I’m told it’s gonna. Either way I slept until Saturday pm. Until I started puking that is.

I puked and crapped from 10pm Saturday until 11am Sunday. The doctor called me in the anti-nausea pills and I feel better already.

Please never fail to forget my mom is the hospital with her own gut issue. It’s just about all this brain can take.

I just turned on the computer and the tv since Tuesday - I need to get so much done.

TOMORROW!

Foot doctor

Stomach doctor

Driving

Post Office

I did watch a little bit of 40 year-old Virgin - and thought about Sarah. I miss that girl so much.

Picture post returning tomorrow.