it's usually not down time but busy time do i get on this thing.
so the holidays past - new years - and now it's the beginning of the year and things are settled down.
over the break i had a chock full fun with the kids - so much that the beginning of this week i was love sick missing my kids.
see over the break i saw them so much that settling back into reality caused tears and sadness - so much that i was actually depressed for a bit.
then yesterday i had a visit and tomorrow is a visit and then me and jdg are taking them to indoor arena racing in the city - that i feel things are back to normal.
in addition to a ton of sleepovers i even took zrg to aveda for a few treatments - haircut, minimassage, scalp and hand massage - he felt like he was "king of the world' - and literally said it at least once.
post new years when i was crying (to anyone that would listen really) to my mom she said - 'tara, your kids life one day won't include you - they won't have time for you' - oh pooh, no!
no i say!
the guy thing is always up in the air with jl - he knows what i get into and he's okay with it until i of course get into it and he changes his mind.
what i'm trying to say is that while me and jl have everything in common when we get together it's like i'm always wearing red and he's stuck in green - and i don't mean a cute christmas couple. we clash about everything - except for the fact we both want this to work.
that's always black.
sigh.
perfect.
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