And when that fog horn blows I want to hear it

nothing like van morrison to make me see what i want and need.

i don't have to hide the fact that i wanna get back on the horse.

sure - it would've been ideal to wait the year to see if i was ready. i think, tho, what i want and what is here - is the same.

i know what can happen - my heart broken again - but gahlee - it's worth it.

the way i feel today can't be described and i can't imagine today without it.

forever fickle

today was a really big day. of course the obvious is that i came back to bedford - the second most obvious is that it's probably the best move i've made in years.

i have a plan. it might not be the plan i had - let's say six months ago - but it's new and improved and doable and mine.

i haven't begun to think what the hell i am going to write about to summarize the past five months but i am going to write about it daily - that way i can keep a record of everything that's happened and gahlee - that's gonna happen.

i got a head start on the rest of the world.

i was up at 3:30 am.

tomorrow is wimbledon. it's my two favs ever.

life is good.

love,

tara

ps picture posts from now on.