The words she knows, the tune she hums

so - i cried during trueblood.

when a screenshot of eric northman on the bed is avail - you got it.

i need it.

so - today was pretty lazy. in a good way.

the only dramatic thing - besides there being no meeting this morning - that happened is - i told wedding date i needed more time to think and that meant i had less time to hang out.

i didn't want drama so i made it drama-free - and i didn't exactly say - 'dude, leave me the fcuk alone' but that was the sumnation.

that's not my style but it might be.

i was telling a friend tonight about my knitting stash getting bigger - she agrees that my yarn that i left at his house was probably the best thing to leave. as far as shoes - i'm just a few pair down.

my a&f jeans were left behind too - what can i be happy about if i left all that there?

i got out.

with my heart too (i found it in the last bag).

(note: THAT is not the screenshot i am speaking of - not even close)

I'll be always falling, yeah Only to rise and fall again

yesterday was pretty funny.

i went and got chinese with wedding date (i say wedding date because we aren't telling the whole town/program what's going on) - oh! - and on the way there i saw b. again. that's five. i was driving twice and i was on the bike the other times. it's getting easier.

then i went to ac moore to get yarn (note: someone has all mine) and when i was passing old navy i stopped and paused - there was this attractive girl walking into old navy in a slip dress made of satin. i was confused and really stopped to see her shoes - (ie was she dressed up or looking cute) and this guy who must've been really checking her out and when i looked up to go he was looking at me looking at her and laughing.

it really did look like i was checking her out.

i laughed too.

after ac moore i went to therapy - where i puked. it was 'accupuncture' week and i thought of all the germs in the air and then someone bled and it was over - i puked in the trashcan.

game over.

wedding date and i talked for a long time - and wouldn't you know - that bfmv song came on and i was up the rest of the night thinking.

a lot.

ps - she was wearing flipflops.

cute.