"You see this body? I have to work out like a motherfucker, every day. And I watch a lot of porno, so I can learn things"

jason stackhouse has really been making my day on trueblood. i am geeking out and holding my breath till next sunday... i have work three fcuking days this week... and i have an exam on saturday and the kids on saturday too.

plus i have a shitload to read.

but i was thinking about what jason said last week .... (quote above)...

not only is it true when i comes to having a good physique and being good in bed... relationships are work. i know that now. even with friendships... i had to tell jlp that i was sorry i was a bad friend (at times) and that wasn't because i thought she was sitting there putting me down but the opportunity came up and I was feeling like i needed to so i put it out there. what she said back wasn't what was important - it's about getting it right in my head.

i was lucky blessed enough that she was more than cool with it but even if she wasn't it made me feel better to say it.

now - don't get me wrong i have A LOT of these to do. and truth be told - i don't look forward to doing them all today (tennis and homework people) but as each person comes into my life i will know it's my hp's way of timing and i'm not gonna question that....

She cried more, more, more

ah.

chiggers.

so yesterday i went on a hike with my friend nick. we went to sharp top and even though i climbed it at least one hundred times i always feel like it's the first time.

of course this isn't the first time i got chiggers - and don't ask me what they really are and please don't look it up. but my legs are bit to hell and people here don't know how to remedy anything. i need some jersey and i need it now.

then i let god completely go - and i went a little nuts. i went to the convenience store and when i had no customer service whatsoever (unlike nj down here you get moderate to helpful customer service) - i went nuts. i asked the lady where her lead was because she obviously had to be led behind the counter and down here they also know a smartass when they see one so she let me have it right back and it was on.

but unlike richmond and much unlike new jersey that was it - and i got in the car and went home. but unlike that toothless bitch i have a program and a hp that tells that was just wrong so here i am contemplating going back to the mountain to apologize.

see what trying to do the next right thing does to ya.

but i am not going - nope - instead there is a ton of good tennis on today.

my priorities never are completely in order.

love means nothing

so we're talking tennis.

i have no weirdo usa preference for the us open. it's just the end of tennis.

i do look forward to it though. and just like other sports fans i plan on attending next year (god willing).

i flip flop in the top five or so every year - sure y'all (who am i kidding i know just jlp reads this) remember my nadal frenzie - and then i couldn't get enough of federer (even wanting to name vincent after him and i mean federer) - and roddick (another seven letter man) will always be in my favorites - don't you see the stress i have just watching tennis and being a fan.

the chicks.

the chicks are just gorgeous. i can't help but think my butt has gotten better with all the exercise - and maybe i could yet again pull off something like pictured here.

(note: if you read this and know where i can get those sneakers they are supposedly reeboks i would be eternally grateful) thank you stranger.

let's give a shoutout to the cuties with and without a vagina.

ana.

jelena.

goodbye safin.

janko.

roddick

oops.

roddick.

shut up, i like big noses.

i'm trying to get myself motivated to do these stupid labs for school - but i kinda just wanna go shopping. the sudden fall weather has inspired me to shop and shop and shop. my purse (surprise - a pretty orange lacoste bag) - is too summer. something more muted will work in the fall to winter....

now - (picture me weighing my options).....

school vs shopping!

gahlee - i'll let you know what happens.