i'm thinking about how happy i am

there we are.

i had the best time with my boys yesterday. we parked, picniced and played. it was pretty nice out - not even too hot. i can't complain.

wedding date met me on the way home and we dined. then i went to church and the crappy new 7:30 meeting. hate it. i'm gonna motion to move it back - we'll see.

louie got a fourwheeler - so i took a ride. of course i pulled out in first and pretty much kept it there - wedding date should me us a lil' of what it could do. it was impressive - i always get a kick when potential lovers excel at something. it's almost as good as when you learn something from said person.

i was listening to that 3 doors down song i listened to when i went splitsville with tm. gahlee - i missed him like crazy and it's nuts - that song can bring me back to that time and that sigur ros song can bring me back to that other time.

reminding me a bit of 'tulob' - it's not about getting it perfect - it's about getting it.

i probably will never know how to finetune times i had - or even get it right the second time - but i am so grateful for those times.

sigh.

the man who could make you sure he was the one?

it was god day.

my kids were awesome and it was a perfect way to start the best part of my life.

just a note on how good they look - look at how skinny zakkary's face got - jericho may have his little issues - but looky his face! and brae was his sweet self and vinn looks just like my dad.

one day those kids are going to feel the way every boy in the south does - protective over their mommy.

if you saw the size of jericho's feet - you should start being nice to me! :)